You'd think that after years and years of having so many friends all over the world, you'd get use it. You'd get use to not having them there to give you a hug or to go on adventures or to cuddle with you. But I can honestly tell you that you don't. At least I never have. I'm generally good about not letting it get to me, but with my best friend unable to hang out due to work and another close friend moving away, it has just served as a further reminder to the fact that about 92% of my best friends live across the country or across the world. I made that percentage up, but the fact remains.
I'm better today than yesterday, which is nice. But I just had a rather lonely day yesterday and the loneliness has carried over a bit and continues to eat away at my soul. Sigh. I am happy that I got to talk to Adam on skype (while he was on blogtv) yesterday, though. And I got to chat with Rosianna, who has just moved to New York! I really hope that I get to see her sometime while she's in the country. Or when I'm hopefully in London this December.
I am currently really stressed out because sometime between two days ago and this afternoon, my room has gotten out of control. I anticipated a mess, but I'm the type of person who can't function in a messy room and this has gotten out of hand. I keep glancing up at the offending hangers littering the floor or the pile of clothes that I need to give away as soon as possible. (By the way, I wanted to do a blog sale, but shipping costs would just be too much. Maybe later, we'll see.) So I'm going to respond to a few of you and venture off the sort everything out.
Krazy_4_Kelly - I recieved your gift from Hogsmeade! That was so awesome! Thank you :D
all about aimee - I love your friends blog and I am now following it, thanks for the recommendation!
Alysha Mari - I don't use lookbook anymore because I have no way of taking the photos without looking extremely uncomfortable and have no one to take them for me, otherwise I'd be all over that. Maybe I'll meet someone at uni who can be my lookbook photographer, haha.
Percival - I don't quite know what you mean; I don't know how I'd use any alternative form of commenting on this blog, sorry!
It was great to hear about your various styles yesterday, by the way. Sorry for the downer post today. I'll be sure to be in a better mood tomorrow because I'm going to a Mockingjay midnight release party tonight and probably won't blog till I'm finished with the book. Or it'll be a haphazard "omgthisisamazingbutIneedsleep" type post. Either way, it'll be more positive. :) Some days are just harder than others. Happy Monday. xx
I'm better today than yesterday, which is nice. But I just had a rather lonely day yesterday and the loneliness has carried over a bit and continues to eat away at my soul. Sigh. I am happy that I got to talk to Adam on skype (while he was on blogtv) yesterday, though. And I got to chat with Rosianna, who has just moved to New York! I really hope that I get to see her sometime while she's in the country. Or when I'm hopefully in London this December.
I am currently really stressed out because sometime between two days ago and this afternoon, my room has gotten out of control. I anticipated a mess, but I'm the type of person who can't function in a messy room and this has gotten out of hand. I keep glancing up at the offending hangers littering the floor or the pile of clothes that I need to give away as soon as possible. (By the way, I wanted to do a blog sale, but shipping costs would just be too much. Maybe later, we'll see.) So I'm going to respond to a few of you and venture off the sort everything out.
Krazy_4_Kelly - I recieved your gift from Hogsmeade! That was so awesome! Thank you :D
all about aimee - I love your friends blog and I am now following it, thanks for the recommendation!
Alysha Mari - I don't use lookbook anymore because I have no way of taking the photos without looking extremely uncomfortable and have no one to take them for me, otherwise I'd be all over that. Maybe I'll meet someone at uni who can be my lookbook photographer, haha.
Percival - I don't quite know what you mean; I don't know how I'd use any alternative form of commenting on this blog, sorry!
It was great to hear about your various styles yesterday, by the way. Sorry for the downer post today. I'll be sure to be in a better mood tomorrow because I'm going to a Mockingjay midnight release party tonight and probably won't blog till I'm finished with the book. Or it'll be a haphazard "omgthisisamazingbutIneedsleep" type post. Either way, it'll be more positive. :) Some days are just harder than others. Happy Monday. xx
9 comments:
I can't wait for Mockingjay!! :)
Hope you feel better Kayley xx
This is so well-timed, since I have recently made several amazing new long-distance friends. I want nothing more than to hop on a plane and go to them, but of course I cannot. Luckily I may be able to make it to London in December, too, to visit a few of these brilliant people (=
Keep your spirits up. And enjoy Mockingjay! I know I will!
So lucky! I totally wish it could have come out on a more convenient day like a Friday or Saturday seeing as school just started here today. :[ How I miss midnight book release parties.
Have fun at the party!!! I'm so jealous!
Also - are you going to empty your PO Box before you leave from college?? You should make a video about the stuff people have sent you.
I know it sounds stupid, but I love those videos. They're fun.
*TRANSCONTINENTAL HUGGGGGG!*
So many new people to meet at college, hopefully you can find enough people to hug and cuddle that it'll distract you from missing people too much. Missing people really stinks, and even if you don't want to NOT miss them, being busy and having a life filled with awesome people (which I'm pretty sure you do ;) ) definitely helps :)
Good luck and *MORE INTERNET HUGS* (from strangers :))
-Aly
I'm the same about not being able to function in a messy room. Neat, organised room = neat, organised thoughts.
Enjoy Mockingjay! I read The Hunger Games for the first time on the weekend, which was a bad choice because things are quite busy at uni at the minute...
see i have the opposite problem! i love photography but i dont have the clothes/styles/fashion sense to take pictures for lookbook :/ i love all of your looks though im jealous of your style!
I'm feeling down today as well Kayley. Your not alone. :)
My life has lately felt like a bunch of "This is the Last day of X-Con or Blah Gathering" - so many people I know are leaving New York. My best friend in the city, Luke, is leaving this weekend and it just makes me so sad.
This city is just so wishy-washy. People coming and going and everyone is so amazing. It feels just like the online world. Knowing so many amazing people but never seeing them... well, except for when I'm lurking on their profiles. Muahhaahha.
One day they'll be a Youtube Hostel business and we'll all be okay.
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