I get a lot of people commenting on how exciting my life is and how much they wish they could have it. Sure, I guess I understand that to a certain extent, but it's days like today that have me really questioning the sanity of those people. xD It is currently 6pm and I'm trying to reflect on what I've done today and there is not much to share. Watch An Education, skyped with friends, danced on iChat for my friend Matt's video and now I'm sitting here watching the pilot of The Lying Game on ABC family and it is just awful. And funny.
A huge part of me knows I'll look back on days like today and wish they were still around. No obligations, no pressing tasks, nothing planned. However, for the time being, I'm sort of miserable. I've hit the point where I cannot even read or make videos. Reading is what I do to chill out and I cannot be more chill. Making videos is starting to feel forced and I haven't liked the last couple that I've made (they won't be posted, no worries.) I've just hit a wall and I sort of feel like I'm losing my mind. It's all internet loops, slippers and tea. Luckily, I just have about one more week of this before I can start packing, have a few things planned with friends and, you know, leave.
So that is me today. Just letting you guys know that I am not always interesting. For interesting things today, I give you this site, alcohol really close up and this gif of Liam. You're welcome. I'm going to go watch Torchwood. See you tomorrow.
Days til London: 20.
4 comments:
Because pretty much all my friends have started uni, and my school doesn't start for a bit, I've had that same feeling for the past week. Though we don't actually enjoy until we're looking back on it and wish we had that much free time...
Oh, and that alcohol close up thing, CRAZY.
I'm glad I'm not the only one who feels like this; it's fun for a while, but then you get to that point where you're too lackadaisical to do the things you most enjoy. I think school gets that going again for me.
I always hate quiet days but then thats all i wish for when i get really busy. I cant win.
I was going to ask this a while back but completly forgot. I remember you mentioned that you dont wear foundation but you wear tinted moisuriser. Im quite pale as well so i was wondering which one you use? or do you know any good brands for pale skin.
Enjoy torchwood x
ahhh no mans land - I've been there, where you're about to start something new and until you do you're kind of just floating around - you should try to enjoy it as much as you can, but I know that when you have NOTHING to do you want to do SOMETHING and viceversa! Oh life! haha.
I've loved your most recent tubes - but if you're stuck for something to upload, just make another dance around the room video, I'm sure that will keep both your spirits up and your viewers :) teehee!
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